do u know how impossible it is for me to write while listening to DethTech.

YES i am writing 2 fricking entires for this place since it needs some updates and i cannot rly provide anything besides updating pages and making new ones. If you have read my last entry "site plans" then you'll have a good heads up of whats gonna be happening this summer or maybe just sometime this year when i have the time to rework.

recently ive been feeling so good about art and life. I love living. Ilove weed. i love the bi-annual fair that comes around in my state. my interests have been making me so creative and productive that i bless their existence for making me go buckwild and create and break more shells of myself until im my ultimate best.

Twitter birdapp is making me more intolerant and mean to many other users that invade my circle. i mean, of course that site is hellsite number 2 (or atleast number one at this point. tumblr parading around how its hellsite is so funny now that its so tame and is filled with the same kind of people it enjoys). I feel bad but also ive talked about how its also understandable. my tolerance for the silly is no more and seeing my friends get harassed is very infuriating. I love being nice and kind and giving love to people; but i just now just call them gay and a loser n give them no kindess before turning my heel to do something else. funny now im not learning that fighting with sillies online is pointless, but thats just the growing 20 year old in me talking.

a soon-to-be 20 yr old college sophomore. yeah i really do not need that stuff.

im literally here to hang out with friends after classes and homework. muffins here to be inside faer brain like i always am. theres no point in talking to you if youre gonna tell me to die or "let me know" that im 'gross', i seevrely do not give a shit and it will not change a thing. wasting hot ass breath.

I moved out of my dorm yesterday and got into my new home that my family moved in a week or so ago. I feel very much at home and relaxed and i cannot wait to spend the next 2 months doing whatever. I look forward to playing and working on projects :3 I've also been expanding my taste in music and discovered so many new songs and artists that ive been listening to on repeat.

Remember me mentioning DethTech? He rly good. Here's what i was listening to while i was trying to write

I've also listened to Vylet Pony's Fish Whisperer album again. And kiki discovered 'Mad This Time' which is so freaking good. There so much more i could share but im tired n sticky n my back hurts lmai.ijusystuyuiopoewuytre5rseaw45ER76TY89U76543

I've been watching Scape Goofs for a few days now and u would not guess that i love the hell out of that show. I also rly like the game despite how immature it is, that tghing was made for folks like me. I rly like etno.....adn i made an oc to ship w him. kiki plans to write a small seri3s of fics abt them. i love them a lot. Niche will be sure to update the work page with those fics when fae get the chance. i ned to pee so bad

Speaking of updating websites, I've remembered stumbling upon a website that was literally a recreation of Aesprite but released for free. i was scrambling around online for it but i cannot find it (tho i do vaguely remember it being called asprite??? i think thats correet that sounds very familiar) When muffin couldnt find it it kept seeing all ur stanard crack vids on how to get aesprite for free until i found a github page dedicated to getting aesprite for free by quickly compliling it yourself and it was easy.

I'm not fricking joking. After i followed this tutorial, it looks real legit.

i think ive played witj aesprite before wuth the free trial but that was a long time ago, so i do not remember the start up page. But whatever, that was really easy. i love not paying for programs!!!

I'm gonna use it for updating this site. My friend's rework of their site + another site that I enjoy really inspired me to make my own assets and make more buttons. How the hell do you make nice 88 x 31 buttons thats so hard.

A week or so ago I also discovered FC2 and was very interested in theri services. It's both US and Japan based (seemingly more jp focused) and it offers multiple free services like website hosting, blogging, and even having ur own social media thing. The main issue is that this service seems to be dead in terms of updates. Its last latest updates, even from their twitter account was from 2014 - 2016. That was 8 to 6 years ago. I question if mods are even around, but seeing how there's one really depressed guy using their blogging service I kind of doubt it. I find it free range to use it as an alternative for here if anything happens, and maybe use it for my other projects like Geer or just another fun place to plump around making sites. There's also always that geocities site too.

gonna go play with legos now