After spending uhhhh...7 hours a big nice update to this site has been made to an acceptable condition!!!! I've actually been working on bits n pieces of this for i think a month or so now and im proud of my work and new things ive learned throughout the time ive poured into this stuff.

yeah it amateurish at best but i really do not care. im having fun and thats all that matters. If i looked back at my first site now, id see how much ive imporved over the last four years. even if most of it is just being a page source rat and frankensteining any code tjat i found enjoyable

i am not joking when i say that i feel painfully tired and hurt right now

7 hours is crazy. I could've been working on VNs with that time (which I am going to...at least its just lots of drawing!!!!) but that doesnt mean i didn't enjoy my time finishing this update

what does all of this have to do the title you ask? it's kinda related.

Now that i made a blog and a place to store my work, theres technically a new door for me to open now. I don't gotta depend on socmedia and other websites as hard now that I have my own place to store my stuff and make it my own. Even better: i got da code and the copies. so if this place busts down I could just host elsewhere if i wanted to. pretty self explainitory!

outside of all this, Life has been great to me. I've developed new interests that has helped me create (and finish) more art and it has also motivated me to start writing again! I had a huge fic burn out for months so thats why ive turned to making games (Muffins currently making a VN right now) and my love for the process was also another door opener so thanks writers block??? having my brains fried from writing so much for months pushed me to develop anoher hobby that I like.

that and some more self discovery. i am really happy right now.

I dunno what to say besides

im so firickingtired man idk what else to say. I really do hope the files i uploaded load everything properly and that neocities updates the site asap. Updating here is so weird and slow.

hope to whoever is reading this enjoys the update! of course this site is not 100% in acceptable condition (doop needs a design update, need to make assets) but this is a start. be sure to look around (esp in the about, where I now have contact info listed! No need for serious inquaries, casual is just fine too! just kno that gunnys a busy boy)

okay bai